Syukran. Alamdulillah. Terima kasih ya ALLAH. I love you ALLAH.
One Deen
The right deen only refers to islam.Never change it.
Jeongi
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Name : @Nurulanisshukri From : Malaysia Likes : Anyting except pink. Dislikes : Tikus. People touch my ear. Location : Atas BUMI ALLAH Motto : No boys no couples. Description : Hate people who insults others.
When I don't think i am good enough, i push youaway. I assume that every relationship is going to end in heartbreak, that i'm doing going to mess it all up.
I think that you will either get bored of me or annoyed by me and will leave as soon as I get attached. I can't imagine anyone staying for long, because I don't think I have anything worth giving.
And when I don't think i'm not good enough, I question the motive of every kind word and every smile aimed in your direction. I wonder why you are treating me so well. I feel as if I don't deserve it.
I think I can't get close to you, because you would have a habit of dissapointing me. You got my hopes up, make me feel like you're becoming a permanent part of my life, and then I lose you.
You fade up my life as quickly as you entered it and there's nothing I can do to stop it. That's why I never even let it start. I keep myself isolated, telling myself that it's better to be alone, it's better to keep my heart in a cage where it has no chance of getting bruised and beaten.
When I don't think I am good enough, I don't give myself the opportunity to flourish. Instead of letting you into my life, I push you out it. Because I want to keep you safe from my bad.
When I think I am not good enough, you would be regret to have me in your life. You might feel I am not good enough for you, in the end you will hate me and left me.
Because of that, I give you nuemorous time to think deeper, carefully. Untill one day, if you truely found a new one. I smiled and I will go.
